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| *goodbye xanga...hello live journal*...
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| :*i never thought that i would lose my mind-that i couldnt control this. never thought id be left behind, that i wasnt as strong as you. if only i knew what i've done, you'd know, so tell me, and I don't wanna lose you now. I've got this feeling, you're not gonna stay, it's burning within me. The fear of losing, of slipping away, it just keeps getting closer. Wish I didn't need you so bad..but I just don't wanna lose you now..or ever. Don't wanna lose to loneliness, don't wanna lose to emptiness,..I don't wanna lose you now.*:
</3...god...i hate this...im praying so much for you not to leave...or just something to happen that will make me smile...just a little...i never thought i needed you so much...or how much you meant to me, or how much we need eachother...just being seperated from you, it's like half of me being ripped out, and struggling to keep moving. I'm just scared of what's going to happen soon...I'm not myself...because-
((i miss y.o.u))
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| - .I have loved you. -  *lets recap the day...-morning: thought the day would go great
-lunch: me and erin got water thrown in our hair by sean, then i had some people that *really* made me mad...*sigh*
-no homework..for once
ugh..i dunno what to do with a couple of people at lopez...like everything was fine...and then he did it again, and then his friends, and he won't leave me alone..i just don't know what to do about it...and now...i just feel bad about everything...
::1 month tomorrow:: <3 i love you
:|:sometimes...it's hard when you're so deep inside, to see all you could lose in a blink of an eye. Dreams could be shattered, you could be gone. How would I survive, cause you're where I belong. Without you I don't know where I would be. I breathe you like I'm taking my last breath, you're everything I know, so how could I ever let you go? I've been blessed with all the best, for every gift you have given. I've been touched by hands that trust, my love that's been risen.:|:
- <3 michelle
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| ugh..this weekend sucked...
*didn't get to see brian <3...
*had to work on a project...
*no shopping...
*thinking about erin leaving in 4 days...
*but...*
*got my hair done 
*got J.S c-d
Today...
*Church 0
*O'lando at 2
*eee school tomorrow
Tuesday=1 monther <3
:: i love you ::
*wishing you the best...but don't leave me-
*ill miss you more then you think.*
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*today was much better then yesterday..thank god. What an awful hair day tho! *hmph* tennis went well last night..hopefully me and erin make the team when tryouts come along in 2 weeks.
::some people really make me laugh..like today in the car..lol erin. She so had that coming! haha!
*Brian..I love you so much-and thank you for understanding with all the shit going on lately :-[
::ill keep yall posted...
<3 shell
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